Thanks God

have you guys ever been fall in love? have you guys ever been a broken heart? i had once be a broken heart. yes i do. i pernah rasa menyesal sebab bercinta pun ada jugak. but it is more to menyesal mengenali seseorang dengan lebih rapat. daripada seorang yg hanya kawan biasa, and it turns to be a soulmate. now i trust when people said, "things will never be the same when a "friend" turns to a "boyfriend". and its true. i'm totally agreed with it.

i am a little bit kind like a boyish girl since i've been friend with a lot of boy best friend. seriously, i selesa berkawan dgn guys. sebab diaorang tak memeningkan kepala mcm girls. whenever i've my own problems, they tend to help me no matter what. and they never mix up their personal problem towards me as his friend. kau faham tak lelaki takkan campur adukkan hal girlfriend dkt kawan dia? eventhough ada girlfriend, tak pernah sebut pasal girlfriend bila masa kau cerita masalah. never. plus kalau ada masalah, share their problems sekali adalah.... and it had happened to me. that's why i have a difficulties of being friend with girlssss. kau faham tak perempuan ni susah nak deal with? susah gila nak mati. diaorang ni serabut. tak tetap pendirian, so do me ((i've to admit it)) i wish i could be like guys. seriously.

nobody can understand this situation, include those have this problem like me. ada yang lagi memburukkan keadaan dgn jaja cerita macam-macam, bukan-bukan adalah. manusia biasalah dengki. you knew it right? bukan boleh tgk orang senang sikit, bahagia sikit, adalah je lah nak diburukkan. i mengaku i berkawan dgn mostly lelaki. so what? does it matter to you? i know most of you guys think bad about me. "weh, bajet doh perempuan ni" "weh dia nin playgirl doh" "weh murah doh perempuan ni" "tah pape smua lelaki nak kawan nak tegur" ouch! babe, why you're so easy in judging people? kau pernah tak dduk satu meja dgn aku? pernah tak tegur aku? pernah tak tanya dulu dekat aku before cakap apa-apa, or do any statement discuss with me?ni tak, main sembur je. again, MANUSIA.

so actually we're the same ladies and gentlemen. don't easily get to judge people. get to know them first before you judge them. think wisely. when you try to respect people, they will definitely respect you ;)

p/s: alhamdulillah i'm happy with my life. inshaallah my life gonna be much better in future. amin